i've got a big scrape on my knee from when i walked into a flower pot last night.

Sun, 04 May 2008 11:03:44 GMT

fuck maaaaan, live journal makes me really depressed! i'm not depressed right now or anything...i'm actually totally fine but SHIT THIS IS DEPRESSING! gonna go finish mopping dog vom off my floor, sweet life.

2007, never too late right?

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 17:45:28 GMT

no kind of order/organization "stream of consciousness".
23 flights, my carbon footprint is disgusting! switzerland, swiss weekend, london, norway, thailand, new york, the cotswolds and then rouding it all off again with switzerland. SURREALparty in sean's house?!whoa.highers,STRESS.= "working". msn messenger addict, it's so tragic. "appear offline" that's my secret. still throwing up, somethings just don't change i guess! nun clinic,"YOU'RE NOT MY PATIENT!but you LOOK like my patient!" crazy man. staying in the movenpick hotel, driving a car with no oil,break down waiting to happen...break down did happen. ROY. hero. unfortunately we did not see roy this new year because he was on safari. ahaha. ANTM OBSESSION, slightly over csi obsession. 12 steps to recovery. uhm, blinky's. before party posse, free cds from mix mag, my head hurts, spin the bottle, gold medals, GOLD ROOM, "why does the vodka have gold in it?" LET'S RUN ROUND BEARSDEN IN OUR PANTS...i'll stay here. sleeping in the conservatory with gussy, shaking uncontrollably, letting him have the couch, later regretting that decision. zoe bringing me ham. crisps for breakfast. SEAN TURNING UP TO THALIAS, ahaha. appeals, operations, losing friends. well, just one. telling everyone the story, waiting months for alison to speak to me and then finally realising that she won't and FINALLY being okay with that. purple neck, iv drip, blood pressure monitor, a neck drain, oxygen because i wouldn't breathe properly, anti nausa drugs "complications", nearly four hours of general anaesthetic, waking up DRUGGED UP to fergus' mum and not mine "HIIII CAROL, HOW'S FERGUS DOINGG?", morphine, feeling and looking LIKE FRANKENSTEIN. norway time of my life. a lot of rain. SOFIE heartheartheart. carl fredric. "that's a fucking amazing washing machine" "it's a dryer" KOing in his bathroom. licorice flavoured alcohol. throwing up for 2days after and blaming it on crab pasta. being so unbelievably ill, ciara trying to take me to hospital for alcohol poisoning HAHAH. meny man...it was love. going out to lanternen...three people using the same id and getting away with it. THAILAND, missing out on so much and wanting so desperately to go home. thinking i hated every minute of it, but now i find myself wanting to go back. elephants, guilt, postcards from strange boys. oxford with catherine and fergus "if they ask i've got 5a's... why am i even here?!" swearing to turn over a new leaf and work hard for advanced highers... so far it's not happened. SHROOMS, abso pat my shants. sitting between ferg and houston curled up in a little ball on my chair...fraidy cat. "JESSICA STOP SCREAMING!" going to crowded house with my dad and getting quite into it... haha! my phone getting broken on st.andrews night, bummer. getting a new phone, great. thanksgiving felt kinda empty. feeling a big jumble of things most of the time, and confused about so many aspects of life and my future and ahh! still feeling the confusion. nu grave halloween party. waaaay! finally had a party! MY BED WAS SOILED AHAHAHA. new york, guggenheim, frick, moma, 5th av., 17!, empire state building, central park, eivind, constant scribbles, soho, china town, "there's only three white people in my neighbourhood", crazy man in sushi, he wasn't afriad of satan or all the demons put together because god was gonna save him...ahh. 33rd st., the vintage shop my brother was obsessed with (!), paul smith rose, the fitties at abercrombie.
jessica we're moving house, no we're not moving, jessica we're moving, jessica come look at this house, jessica we're staying. fucked about quite a lot. driving with fergus! singing about you now and all those other shit morning radio songs in the car on the way to school, valerie going on fire (hahahah). sneaking out to caitlins and almost getting away with it. getting into fergus' car in slippers and dressing gown AHAHAH. loch chat, hammock chat 3am. reassurance. horror movie night at my dad's, talking to SNUFFLES 10155 on xbox live FUNNIEST MOMENT OF THE YEAR?! "jessica your dad lives in the ghetto". godspell, never got a chance to play with the makeup :( london, camden lock, canal boats. "say, what's that smokey joe?" september. dancing to rkelly with those people outside the cobden club...ahaha! saving all my easter and christmas chocolate from last year... and only eating it now. orange juice and marmite obsession. "jessica where are the passports?" "OH SHIT". travelling on the shadiest looking plane with "pete doherty" (t.k!). edie's secrets, pretending to be mad, but not really. "i meant to tell you jj... i just... didn't" luffluffluff. edinburgh a couple times, plans that never happened, dreamz and that.
quite liked 2007! ...so sure there's so much i've missed out!

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 19:18:01 GMT

friends only now SUCKAAAAS.
;)

rainbow dreams/happy times?

i've got a big scrape on my knee from when i walked into a flower pot last night.

2007, never too late right?